Well hello. Peace be upon you. Hm. It's raining heavily today, isn't it? And I was alone at home when it occurs. And my home suddenly blackout. Don't you think that's a bit.. S C A R Y ? To me, its quite scary. And at that moment I'm watching Harry Potter. How sad!
And then, the rain started to end and my family came home. They went to hospital. Well, you know. Me and my brother are sick right now and all the attention 100% to my brother only. Well that's life. I know I need to accept the truth. Furthermore, he's just 8! And I am f-o-u-r-t-e-e-n. I am bigh enough to take care of myself. But never mind, its okay..
Last night I was editing this blog. Actly I offered myself to edit it. I'm kind, don't you think? Ha ha. She wanted it to be green. So I worked it out. I'm glad she like it. I'm glad too she add that 'special' list. Oh thanks! I thought you tell me that I am different. But sorry, I don't think so.. Thanks, you make me down.
In life, I know that we're not forever on top. Sometimes we'll be at bottom too. I always knew that. \Wait, does this really related to any stanza? Okay, lets ignore it./ I'm just.. idk. Maybe, egoistic? I think I'm egoistic. I.. can't accept the fact. When people separated, of course they meet new people and go on with their life right?
I am pathetic. In fact, really pathetic. The most annoying people on Earth. The weakest girl, in my mind. I am not perfect. My tears fall easily. I jealous too much. I am not pretty. I am short. I am fat. I am not perfect. I.. dont' know what to say anymore. I'm speechless. So I'll let this post hanging. Til we meet again..
I never feel good about myself.
