Hi guys. Err post this time takde salam eh? Err okay whateva.
I'm currently in a not-so-good mood actually. Bukan badmood, just geram je kot.
Gerammmmmmmmmmmm! Okay actually it was about our ranking in the class.
Nazri for sudden naik 6th ranking! What the ......... )':
I felt like, ranking kali nie macam tipu je do. Faked. Memang sangat pelik :O
Bayangkan, syafiq boleh dapat num 3. Okay itu pun sebab cinta dia yang sangat lah menyakitkan hati semua orang. Nak buktikan dekat dotdotdot konon. Pirahh! -.-
Ilmu yang macam tu pun berkat eh? #Kejamgilaaku
But I realized, that I wasn't good enough. Still learning & a lil bit dumb and slow maybe.
Haha. But I knew I can do it. Next exam, I'll prove it to them! To me! To my family!
And khairunnisa pun tiba tiba potong aku. Dammit! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Sekarang aku 10th dalam kelas. Teruk gila wehhhh!
Thank god my mum wasn't mad. She's okay with that. Thanks mummy.
But I'll prove it to them, that I can do better. I'll beat them all!
The boys! Tiba tiba je naik top 10 sedangkan semuanya sangat pemalas & selalu memekak dalam kelas.
And now, their ranking is higher than me? You must be kidding, mann!
Err okay I knew I should stop all this. There's nothing used of being mad.
And yeah, english aku pun sangat teruk. Second highest pulak tu. I should be the highest one.
With the "real" marks. Tak lah second highest setakat 80% je. Malu gila.
Dahla share pulak tu. Dua tiga orang. Oh please I know I can done it better.
There's a lot silly stupid careless mistake in every paper!
Mathematics. Memang sangat banyak careless mistakes sampai nak dapat 75% pun tak mampu.
What's gonna happen with me? Next year I'm gonna sit for the PMR and I'm still like this,
weak in every subject! In addiction when it comes to Mathematics.
Okay fyi mathematics memang sejak azali dah jadi enemy aku. Hahaha
And now dengan history lagi, geography and such, do you think I can score them all?
Its not 5 anymore dear, wakeup baby. Now its 8, e-i-g-h-t!
What if, I did not get all A's for the PMR? Then it would be a shame, really shame.
I really need to improve, a lot of improve in short time.
I must prove it. Prove it, prove it, prove it!
I wanna be in the top 3, like used to be before. Long time ago :/
Let them look on me. I'm not the "just normal Aqilah".
I want people look at me and say, "omg its Aqilah!" and feel threatened about their marks.
If I can be ..... But I know I can! I just need to believe in myself, and put efforts on it.
If they can do it, WHY I CAN'T right? Just wait and see.
I'm gonna swear my name will be on the top 10 ranking & my ranking is not just "8, 9, 10"
Maybe 7 and above would be okay. I can improve little by little & I don't have to rush.
I still have time. Yes, I still have time. And when the time comes, I'll on the most top.
Higher than other else. That would be my promise.
Aku tak akan hampakan diri aku sendiri, and ofcourse my parents too.
But till there, pray for me! :-*
P/s : Ini luahan hati ke? O:
