Hello reader's. Today was okay, but I just hate myself. Guess what, I cried again.
Two times, today! What is the problem with me? Seriously idk. Well at first, it just bcause my silly feelings.
Yaa you know, I don't have self confidence. And that's is the reason I cried this morning, at school.
All this happened bcoz of Ummu! Grr i hate you bestie. Hmm actlly, today she presented for 2gm's english project. And it was super duper awesomeee! We are so proud of her, Puan Suzana are also impressed!
And seriously, that is the reason I'm sad. I felt like, I'm really unfit to be beside her. She is just, too good.
And you know, this is a normal situation for me. Coz hmm idk la, mybe i'm just too weak.
That's why I wish I could be human without feelings, so I won't feel the pain when people judge me.
I won't feel the hold grudge on people when them made me mad.
I won't, I won't and I won't! Understand? You SHOULD!
And tonight, I cried again. What the fuck is going on with me?
Well mybe it's just because my dad. Where the hell is my freedom?
Hmm, mybe it's not the right time to have it.
But still, I lurf you daddy <3
